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My boss has gotten out of her snit...lets hope this doesn't jinx it. Instead she has fixated on Aaron again...I feel bad for him but am glad she is no longer freaking out about everything I do. I have to make my list of things that my mom has to send me...here is what I have so far: Neverwhere American Gods Anansy Boys 2 pairs of cons she bought me the stuff from NY she got me a bag of Recess cups(or however they are spelled) for Iris ... That is all I have for now...I don't know what else there is really...I mean, there are a few things that I would rather have here with me but I am SO not asking my mom to go, find them, and pack them...like my flogger, yeah NO! My feet are killing me since I wore my boots of AWESOME today but that is to be expected since they are 4 inch hills. They are the only nice black shoes I have that I can wear with my dressy pants so I have asked my mom to keep an eye out for some flat ones...I love my boots but they kill my feet. The boss woman has asked all the ENTs to go to lunch with her on Thursday...none of us want to go, especially Aaron and I...seriously, we would rather stab our eyes out first but we can't decline if we don't want to be even more on her bad side. Really, I am just going to do my year here and then move onto a better school. I have been writing my story of Doom. I am kind of impressed actually. I have written about 1000 words in the last few days. I write when I have nothing to do at school now instead of drawing and am ending up getting closer to my quota. Of coarse, all of that will have to be transfered on the computer which means a whole lot will be added and a lot might be deleted but at least I am working towards my goal...sad thing is, I know the story up until the end of chapter 2...that might be about 20,000 words from now but that is all I know. Really, I know just the premise of the story. I have no idea where it is going or what will happen after that or even how the story finishes...I have also not given any details to anyone. Really no one knows anything about it except that it is an HP fic and a Snarry. I have promised myself that I will not say anything until the whole thing is done and edited. I think the main reason is that I have never been able to finish a long chapter fic which I have posted each chapter to. I don't know why but having those chapters posted makes me bored of writing the damn thing. Which means, I have decided to try finishing the whole story before I introduce it to the world...I want ppl to read it but since for the to happen it has to be finished, it makes me write...funny thing is, even though I want ppl to read it, I am really writing it for myself. It is a story that I have wanted to read for a while, even though some parts of it fall into certain types of fics, I have still wanted to read this particular story. Maybe is it already out there or maybe not, it doesn't matter, I want to write it and finish it. I hope you guys like it when it is done...that might be a year or two from now though so there goes that... Anyway, I am also watching some more anime and fallowing on fic recs from ppl I have learned have good tastes. being one of them. I am also insanely obsessed with Merlin right now so if you have any recs for Merlin/Arthur, pls send them my way.
I think this is all for now...Stimmung:  apathetic
Musik: Tsubasa - antinomie
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My boss decided to piss me off today. As in piss me off baaad. She tells me that I am too loud in the office, to which I agreed because it is me and we all know me, but then she tells me that when I listen to music with my headphones I am too quiet and that I have to find a midium. Sorry, but I like being quiet when I am that way and what the hell is a happy medium to that. You either want me to be quiet in the office or talkative. Then she tells me that she doesn't like that I bring work at home to finish it up and that I have to find time to do it at work and that at home I should be relaxing and not working. Who the hell cares? If it gets done, does it matter where it gets done? I mean seriously. My grading is better at home when I am relaxed and not freaking out about classes. Then she tells me that she wants me to talk more to the Korean teachers even though they speak only Korean...yeah, lady, I DO talk to the Korean teachers its just I talk to them when you are not around because they don't want to talk to us when you are here because they know you are listening to every damn word....maaan, I am sooooo pissed. She holds such a double standart. I am going to stop talking at work, without my headphones and lets see how she reacts to that! And you know what, if things don't get done on time, she will just have to get over it. By taking things home, I could do more things and get journals done in the beginning of the week which all of my kts loved but now I can no longer do that so they will just have to deal with the boss when it comes to that. I enjoyed my job, is what she doesn't realize, but I no longer will since apparently I am not supposed to. I hope my next school will appreciate the fact that I put all I am into my job! Rant over. Now I am going to write my damn report because boss is rushing me to have it written before she observes my class(so she can make sure I do what I preatch). I have to go to an art gallery tomorrow and while I do want to go because it is Iseol's final project before she graduates, I am sooo not in the mood. I will not have enough sleep and will be pissed about boss woman...I need a good slash but have no time...damn it! Stimmung:  bitchy
Musik: Crisis Core OST - Why (CCFFVII Mix)
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I am sick...no susrprise here, I get sick constantly. My mom was freaking out with the whole swine flu thing but it is just a regular cold and I am catching it on early. Best part, the visit to the doctor, that lasted 5 mins, plus the medicine cost me all together around $5...that's right, I just payed $5 for a doctor visit and pills and this is normal price here too...I am loving the health care!!! Because, I am sick, I can do nothing today. Actually, I was planning on writting a bit but am soooo sleepy and have been for the last 8 hours so I am going straight to bed. The roommate is moving out on Wed. and they are sending in a cleaning lady because the new roommate is coming in that same evening. I am hoping beyond hope that he is not messy and doesn't make too much noise at night...I am not asking for that much, damn it!!! Anyway, I have yummy tea that I bought the other day, will have a sammich for lunch tomorrow since I am trying to save some money, and will take my pills. Maybe will watch an episode or two of Angel as well, since I am on season 5...(I decided to skip the first five since I just wanted to watch Spike) and will hopefully finish the damn show this weekend since I haven't in two years. I am going to start my X-Mas shopping next month and for the most part I know what I am getting ppl...I had a bit of ranting here, about the ppl who have not bothered to contact me at all but decided to delete it...It's not like they would bother reading it and I am not going to bother the rest of you awesome ppls with it. Which brings me to this...Tex, I have no idea what to get you...TJ is easy, but you are a mystery...maybe a comicbook in Korean but I don't think you are as much into comic books...or if you are, any perticular heroes you are looking for? LOL I could just get you something star wars related if I can find anything...still don't know where to find the geek stuff...apparently anime is not geeky here ^^ I kinda wish I could get something for cluegirl and copperbadge since they are awesome but I don't think they will appreciate a random stranger asking for their adress so she can send them goodies from South Korea...^^ It sounds too farfetched! So, any ideas on how I can ask them without sounding creepy? 'Cause mainly, there are some AWESOME socks that I can send them because this is the country of awesome socks and then there are a whole bunch of other weird shit that I know they will appreciate...any ideas? Stimmung:  sick
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So, since Soju is the drink of choice here I didn't think I would be able to find any rum...and I was pleasently wrong. I was in the supermarket and I decided to look into the alcohol section just for the hell of it. Lo and behold, I found rum. It tastes a bit cheap and with herbs that I don't think have any place to BE in rum but it is still good so I am happy. It is a 700ml bottle, that is pretty, for like $4 so yay. funny thing is, I wasn't even sure it WAS rum when I bought it. It is the right color but the bottle is all in korean. It is called Captain Q and there is a picture of a sailor on it...which is why I assumed it is rum...I mean c'mon...Anyway, apparently, Peter, one of the previous ENTs told Mike, the idiot roommate, to stay away from the stuff because it gets you baaad....that is pretty much where I told him he is a wuss...LOL I reminded him, not too politely, that unline him, I don't go for week alcohol but stick to hard luiqor and I can handle my alcohol. So, I've had a quarter of the bottle, feel nothing(as to be expected with me) and am happy to finally have rum. In other news, the owner of school told me today that if it was up to him, and not the director of my branch whom he left the final decision to since she will have to work with it, he will fire the roommate tomorrow and get him out of my apartment since he doesn't like him very much and he is bothering me as well. The director, however, is afraid to be without another ent. There will be another guy they are hiring that I will be living with but I am hoping he will be cleaner...if not, this time around I will not wait around and not say anything. I am sick of dealing with it. On november 1st I am haning out with Ryan again...not sure if his GF is coming too since I don't know if they will still be together then...is it bad of me to want him to break up with her? Even if he is not interested in me, she is so BAD for him...as in, he is miserable and he KNOWS he should brake up with her but he is worried about hurting her...I wanna smack him sometimes... Anyway, I have been painting some, woring on some art and realizing I am getting better, slowly but steadely. I have also learned a few new phrases in Korean but am wishing the YMCA classes would go faster because the slow pace is killing me. There are mountains here and I haven't gone hiking yet...it is killing me, I swear!!! So, when I came here I was 165. I am down to 160. It is not a lot of weight loss but at the same time I have gained a lot of muscle since I keep going up and down the stairs at work. when I came I had a size 12 pants that were really tight on me...they are now rediculasly loose on me...and yet, the scale doesn't say that i have lost that much weight...then again, climbing the stairs doesn't get me winded unless it is the staris at Yulha but the stairs there are insane...I mean, seriously, 6 flight of stairs and each flight is twice the size of regular flights...and to make it worse, little old ladies and grandpas have to climb them too and they didn't think to add an escelator for them...I mean, my knees are killing me after, can you imagine how THEY feel? Anyway, it is past midnight, I should go to bed.. Stimmung:  contemplative
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I am amazing at reading people, judging their personalaties and just over all understanding the way they interact. And yet, when it comes to judging whether someone is interested in someone else, especially me, I suck HARD! No, I am not that bad at judging personalaties of people I date mainly because I haven't really dated anyone seriously to begin with and I never really cared to look on whether they were serious dating material or not...mainly because the answer was always no and I just dated them for the fun, company and some for the sex. I suck at finding serious material in the first place that I concider a possible match for me. What I suck at the worst is knowing whether someone is interested in me or not...how do you figure that out. I mean, with me, I mostly stay in denial and even if most of my friends tell me the person is interested, I still deny it(I think secretly I don't believe I am worth it even though I am starting to get over that) but how do you judge something like that. How do I know if someone is being just really friendly or they are actually interested. I mean, I kinda wish ppl were just a bit more like Josh who told me within the first week that I am hot and he likes me and that if I am ever interested or lonely I should come to him. That is why became such good friends because I knew all of his intentions from the beginning. Ofcourse, it started getting creepy about 3 years later when he was depressed and pushy about it but before that, he just put it out into the open and we both knew where we stood. I would do it myself except I know most ppl will change their ways of interacting with me if I told them I had a crush on them and that sucks. So yeah, I have no idea and I am afraid to listen to my friend mainly because I have also known really friendly guys...so, any tips? Stimmung:  bored
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It is cold...it is only 58 but this apartment has no insolation and in my pjs it feel like 40 so I had to turn on the heater. It is ok, I like having a heater pointed at me. I was depressed this morning, because of the state of the apartment, but thanks to Ryan, Tj, Tex, and Tiffany I am fine now. I bought Twilight in Korean. The cover is gorgeous, also very diff from the original. IT is white and in gold letters it says Twilight and under that there is a pic of pretty manga version Edward touching Bella's cheek and it is sooooo pretty. And then, in the first page of the first chapter there is a picture of Edward, again Manga style that has nothing to do with Rob Pattison. It is sooo pretty. It came with a bookmark with the same art and a phone chain with the same art. Every one of the books has a diff art and chain and they are 10 bucks each...I love it. I tried starting to translate but not knowing grammer let me translate only 2 words until I was stuck. I have to learn the grammer first and I wish I can start doing that now so I can start translating...I am in the middle of the audio Twilight and it is better than I thought it would be. Anyway, roommate might skip out which means that I will be left with a puppy that I feel bad for but I have neither the time, patience or resources to take care of a puppy. A full grown dog that is used to all that sure but not a puppy so I will have to tell the boss to find a place for her. I am getting payed on Friday which is good since I have only 30 bucks left. ^^ I have been bad but then again I have also send 275 dollars to my mom...and I had to take a 150 dollars loan...blah Anyway, once the roomamte is gone, I will love it here more than ever...I wish that would be tomorrow... Stimmung:  blah
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Have I mentioned that my roommate is a pig? 'cause he is! In fact, he is also an idiot and an asshole. I told him that he has to either keep the dog in his room or get rid of her since I am sick of having to walk on pee in the living room constantly because he doesn't clean. His responce was "Well, get rid of it, I don't even care." Which means that he was the type of idiot that assumed that the puppy will learn within the first day where she is allowed to pee and where not. He didn't realize that she is a PUPPY and it will talke time to teach her especially since she is too young to learn now. So, now he wants to get rid of her but doesn't want to deal with getting rid of her so will try to make me do it. Yeah, hell no. To top it off, he is complaininn about the fact that he had to wash his dishes and there were 2 of them there that were actually mine...he said half of them were mine...I had a bowl and a pot that I used for Ramen 4 days ago and didn't clean because I haven't been home for 4 days...plus the whole walking on pee thing...I am pissed!!! So, I spend most of the weekend with my friend Tiffany watching Hana yori dango. Then, yesterday, I spend with Ryan and his Girlfriend...yeah, he never mentioned he had a girlfriend...in fact, he said "My friend is coming too"...they have been goinig out for 3 years...am very confused. I wasn't interested in him in that way, not really, but it was really weird and especially awkward for a while since I didn't know what to make of them. I had to figure it out by myself. I got a phone, thanks to Ryan, and it will be shipped tomorrow. I had just gotten comfortable with them and all and then Ryan's mom called and made the day worse...she is REALLY naggy so he had to go home. His GF volunteers at an orphanage and she asked me if I wanted to come with, which I was all for since I have always wanted to go to an orphanage. We spend an hour there, which was very fun since all the kids were fascinated by me and kept trying to talk to me in Korean and broken English. Then, I had dinner with her and one of her friends who was also at the orphanage and who is very very awesome. He works at a prison which I find kind of amusing especially since he is SO nice and fun to be around. I have promised to hang out with her(will not give her a name until I am sure of the Korean pronunciation because English-wise she wold me to call her Barby and I can't do that with a clear mind) and will talk to her tomorrow when I get my brand new phone. I think that is all for now...not much else has happened. The YMCA class is going really slowly for me, which sucks, and the roommate is pissing me off and if tomorrow it is not clean I will have to talk to the boss, which who knows what the hell he will come up with...I REALLY want him gone!!! He makes my life hell!!! I might try to write or draw a bit tonight, not sure which...really, I should write but I am not in the mood to do ANYTHING productive. If my "talk" with him had gone differently then yeah, I would have been all for writing...not so much now...I might just play games for a whle instead, I just feel so BLAH because of him. Oh...I just heard the dog crying...that must mean that he has finally locked her in his room. Really, if he cleans after her, as in right after she pees on the floor, then I won't have a problem with her being in the living room but he lives it for several days before he does that...maybe he will clean now and just keep her in his room...I will be perfectly ok with that...and hey, then the only thing I will have to complain about is him leaving the door wide open at night. Really, don't demand that much. I am not asking him to keep the place perfectly clean, even though I would appreciate it, and I just asking that he closes and locks the door at night and when he leaves...I swear, that is NOT much! Why the hell do I have to live with such a pig...*sigh* Stimmung: cranky
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I am living with a pig...no wait, I think a pig might be a little less messy and a lot less disgusting...he is one of those people that make the rest of his race become ashamed of themselves...This is where I am...I am ashamed to be called a human and to be told that I am in any kind of distant way related to him...*shoots self in the head* I am meeting Ryan this weekend, most likely, and am haning out with Tiffany for a little whiile. I hope this next one won't junx it but I wrote 2000 words yesterday and I am very proud of myself since I haven't touched the poor fic in weeks...if I end up writing 2000 words for 7 days in a row, I will catch up to my quota...damn, I am never going to catch up...Bu hey, when it is done, I will be happy because I think it is my best writing yet. And best part is, no one knows any details so I am actually writing. Aparently if I am writing a chapter fic, I have discovered that I have to start posting after it is all done because otherwise the moment I start posting, I stop writing...Now if I could just FINISH a chapter fic...but they are all soooooooooo loooooooooong... I am almost done with SGA and am having trouble getting the rest of SG1...Farscape is being difficult about being downloaded and so is Eurika and Buffy...I guess I can rewatch Angel and coffee prince while I wait... I wish we were studying grammer already but we are still on the alphabet. it's ok... Stimmung: complacent
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So, i have a dog...ok, technically she is my roommate's dog but when he leaves in a year I have agreed to take her in if he lets me train her now. He is more than happy to let me train her, so I have a puppy. She is 3 weeks old, a mix of a german sheppart and something else, and he saved her from the butchers where they were selling her to be eaten...yeah, I know, and no it is not common here, it is actually rare but they do have asholes that sell them and it is not illigal. Anyway, she is very quiet, obviously not potty trained, but Mike is more than willing to clean after her and we have decided we will teach her to go to the bathroom in the actual bathroom since there is a drain in the floor and will make cleaning it very easy. It will also solve the problem of us not being around and her needing to go. So, I have a puppy, her name is Cass(short for cassidy) and she is very cute. She will be a big dog but that is how I like them plus I go walking alot around here so I can take her with me too. Especally when I go hiking. In 5 years time, or when I decide to go back, I will have enough money saved up to bring her back with me so I am not worried. I am glad there is a pet here again, I have missed Sora something terrible and I have not heard from the woman that has him. I like having an animal around the house. I almost bought a fish today but it seems now I don't need one. ^^ Stimmung: content
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